Tuesday, 4 October 2016

Dream about me

I am falling even more in love with you.
I want you, all of you.
I miss you, all of you.

Please come and take me home.

Silently, I'll be waiting for you here.
I left in your hands my fragile heart.

Tuesday, 5 January 2016


Here I stay. Left alone. I wanted you, I wanted that you will spend your time with me. It's too much.
I'm standing frozen in the life I’ve chosen. You won't find me, the past is so behind me buried in the snow. I have to let it go.

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead 
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one  
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we... 

I hate you. You made me love you with all my heart, be with you and in you totally all the time, and now you limit me to few sentences per day. No, I don't need your "likes". I used to need them but then I learned how to not need them. That is why I don't need your "likes"ANYMORE.

Thursday, 19 November 2015

I'm here now. Look at me now.

I want you to be the part of my life.
Is it too much?
Or is it not enough?

I am here, personally, for myself. It doesn't mean I say truth, it doesn't also mean I lie. I am here, alone, in my Wonderland.

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now

Tuesday, 17 November 2015

I am fear, I am sadness, I am jealousy,
I am weakness, I am anger, I am envy,
I am disgust, I am hostility, I am sorrow,
I am regret, I am hate.

Am I?
Can you listen to me, look at me, feel me, be me?
Can you say I am all of these colors of the world?

I don't want myself anymore and you?

Tuesday, 27 October 2015

Let sleeping dogs lie

But once I shut the door I do it with holler and forever

Wednesday, 16 September 2015


I think, I think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does.
I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did,
It was the feeling that came along with it.
And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.
But I don't know if I should.
I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright.

But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?
Maybe he knew that when he saw me.
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.
It was losing me.

And it's been awhile but I still feel the same
Maybe I should let him go.